25.09

hello, it is another boring saturday. my mum went out shopping for groceries and my sister's playing computer games in my room.


i am outside next to the heater in the living room, my face feels so oily because i have not washed it yet.



went ice skating yesterday, i didnt really want to ice skate as i have a bad situation in the past where i saw someone ice skate and fell and the bang their head so hard on the ice or something that he bleeded so much! i dont want to go into how much he had bled but it was alot. >< i just dont want to scare anyone X[

but then my friend still wanted me to ice skate for a little so i tried on their skates and my friend held my hand... and then my friend's boyfriend surprising went up to me to help as well. he was reeally literally holding my hand that time, i wanted to let go because i was scared my friend was looking but if i let go, then bang my bum would land on the cold ice ~

so i then just let him help me until i reach the bars that i can hold onto... i was so scared that i might fall really hhard or bleed or whatever but then i got out safe,

which is *phew*

i also had trouble walking witth the skate blades on the ground as well, my friend's boyfriend again went up to me and asked if i needed help again.

i wanted help but not from him == my friend would get angry.

but then no one else was there i didnt want him to hold my hand so he placed both his hands on either side of my shoulders... even worse ==

so i quickly marched before my friend goes black and sat down and tried looking busy taking the skates off. arghhhhh

i dont wanna be a Woo Lei Jeng!! < it is in chinese

well, my past experience with another guy is already hard enough lol.

short summary: i liked this guy, i did work exp at his place to know him, i got screamed alot by the manager and everything, in the end i didnt get him becuause he already has a girlfriend i got angry i went mental the end. =.=



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